autumnal vorovind.

murmurat disonant de sunete pe diferite varatiuni de instrumente... morning coffee becomes waking up coffee, no matter the weather... which is a time of joy. who wants to live forever? who wants to live?! Who wants?!.. Who?! ... I do, but the broken succession of my coffees makes me realize my activity is in a constant countre-jour with my "life" (meaning of life, life as wanna be!... life-as-it-is). Cum pula mea sa fac ceea ce nu pot sa mai fac?! Nu practic scrisu, ci scrisul dupa altii! Dejeaba incearca xsulescu... jesus to a child.

Older. 30. 3.0 ...

Ioi.

Third wave just happened. It's post 2.0. Fourth wave?! 3.0?3rd/

Al treilea val/2.0 tocmai s-a intamplat! Tocmai s-a intamplat de vreo 4-5 ani. Toffler a avut dreptate... Dar 3.0/ al patrulea val cum/cand vine?!

The 3rd/third wave/2.0 just happened! It started to happen' 4 to 5 years ago. Toffler was right... What about 3.0/ the 4th wave...when/how?!

Valoriza-mi-as moartea|

Valoriza-mi-as moartea! Nu am atins-o (se pare!) in cele 2 sesiuni de sinucideri.... Valoriza-mi-as intelectul.... A se vedea sesiunile de sinucideri. Valoriza-mi-as iubirea!.... A se vedea sesiunile de gandire....Valoriza-mi-as viata.... Step 1: A se vedea sectiunile de moarte!

"Round the corner,..."

'Round the corner, you are sitting, no prejudice at all, around the corner, there might be, thee prejudice.'

este foarte reconfortanta linistea cvartalului tau. Este atat de liniste... Sunetele leaganului in care ma duc...inainte...inapoi... hm din cand in cand cate un scartait. de la leagan. ""Go! Ma sperii!". Nu plec. Ma sperii si eu. Ma mai dau o data in leagan. Ma sperii.... Oare atat de mult.. ?

este foarte reconfortanta linistea cvartalului tau,
dar tu nu stai dupa colt.
asa ca nu are rost sa explic.

HAI-KU

she was gone

whatever.

Si cainele?!

well?

back to china...

back to china... statea ea. singura.. doar cu cainele care sa-i aduca aminte de civilizatie. am sunat-o...dar o voce neutra (si oarecum vesela!) mi-a raspuns ca nu poate fi contactata. Ar putea fi Shanghai inceputul epopeei mele.?! Incercarea de a o regasi?! Am luat-o incet la vale intr-un taxi si am cerut sa ajung in cel mai apropiat sat "vindecator". Am ajuns in acel sat. Eram vindecat. (contra sumei de 30 $!). 6 zile mai incolo eram fericit si zambeam la taximetrist. Eram in Tibet. Taximetristul zambea si el... Si, de fapt, nu era niciun taximetrist. Era un tovaras de calatorie. ... Si i-am zis si lui (intr-o mare inspiratie de la Dzeu,... care o fi ala?): "Cautam o femeie care are impresia ca moare... De ce moare?! ....DE CE MOARE?) S-a destainuit: " ... Am gasit-o oarecum moarta... cu un pachet de Marlboro in mana... NU era moarta)... Brusc mi-a fost dor... Am fugit...

A rare case of obsession being in love...

Yes my firends: a rare case of obsession being in love. Contradiction?! ... Where that might be?! Obsession vs. being in love... Where is the godammit contradiction? When you're in in love, common sense says that you're in a sort of "outta of your mind state. Focused on the Other. Centered on the OtHER" What happends when the OtHER dosen't love you anymore but you still love her?!... You're obsessed... A rare case of obsession being in love.That's what I feel.